On May 19th, 2025, our world changed forever when we lost our second baby girl, Olivia, to a sudden placenta abruption. Nothing can prepare you for the kind of grief that follows the sudden loss of your baby – the one you carried, dreamt about, and loved beyond words. The Until Again Journal is my place to honor her life and navigate this new aching space in my heart. This platform is a place where I plan to share my raw thoughts, the weight of my heartache, and the quiet moments of peace I find along the way.
The name “Until Again” came from a thought that I would journal all my thoughts and feelings for Olivia until I see her again. A reminder of God’s promise that through Him I will get to hold her again.
This journal will not just about grief – it’s about love, motherhood, faith, and the journey of living in the aftermath of unimaginable loss. Whether you’re here because you know this kind of sorrow, or you’re simply walking beside someone who does, I hope my words make you feel seen, understood, and less alone. This platform is for Olivia, and it’s for every mama learning how to breathe again after goodbye – or until they see their child again.
The Until Again Journal 